March 6, 2012

          Today, I am very sad because we had a PE final and I lost again. I nearly always win every single PE final. I won probably like one or two and got one tied and the rest are all losts. I wonder why.... I want to win but it just don't happen....I try my best, my teammates try their best...I wonder what the problem is...After the game, Mr.Li walked over to me and asked how I feel..I told him that I feel bad..Then, he gave me a long talk about leadership. It's pretty interesting and I agreed mostly with him. Either than that, today was a very awesome day for me. I received two tests back today and I liked both my scores. But soon, I forgot completely about my test scores and stayed grumpy and sad for the rest of the day...The world is full of a lot of different kinds of people. I am a kind of person who set a goal and don't have the determination to fulfill the goal. My brother is a completely different person. If he set a goal, he will try to achieve it and most times, he does. Next Friday, he is going to the world (Taiwan) viola competition. Two years ago, he won first place...I wish I can set goals and achieve it. I can set goals alright but I can't achieve that's why I wish I can achieve that. I do wish a lot of things and I should stop wishing and wanting.