February 28, 2012

          For some days during the whole month, I often think about the idea of whether this day that I'm going through now have passed before. What I mean is....for some time, I feel as if I've been through this day before because of what we are talking about, or what I am seeing, or what I am doing. It is hard to express what I mean. I just feel as if I've been through this day because of what I'm doing now, what I'm hearing now, and just my feelings. For example, today, during English class, everything seemed so familiar. During class, I'm sitting down in my chair. Then, I saw my brother walk past. He knows I have English class now and I know he have free time, meaning he's being a Teacher's Assistance, and when he walks past and I saw him, I smile and he smiles. It's pretty interesting. This event happened several times before. Also, today, we talked about the SAT stuff with Mr.Dahl which we talked about before and the day seemed to be another day from the past even though I'm positive that this day did not past before. Also, the idea of playing violin and piano everyday things to affect how I feel about this day as well. While playing piano or violin, the thoughts often come back. It is very interesting.